[ Not yet, he thinks, and then chastises himself for thinking it. He can't do this. He can't be afraid. He can't worry, especially not when he's talking to her. Not when she might hear it in his voice. ]
We're just locked up. They don't tell us much. They push food into the cell and that's all. There are more than fifty of us.
I don't know if we're the only cell, but they've not brought anyone else in, or taken anyone out. They took all our phones.
[ Despite this, there’s very little in the way of a stream of
consciousness filtering through. Gansey has been practising control and
filtering for a very long time. It makes him good at this, good at holding
one line of thought and concentrating on it. In all likelihood, his earlier
attempts hadn’t worked because he’d not yet got a rein around his
fear.
Now he has. ]
I’ll hold for as long as I can. Jane, please, be careful. The Russians want
war. They wouldn’t have made this move if they didn’t, and that’s the last
thing I want you caught in. Promise me you’ll be safe. Please.
[ He doesn’t think he’ll cope if she’s not. His heart twinges at the
thought that she’s searching for them, but how can she find them if they
aren’t even on Earth? ]
[ Because it's not just him, and in fairness, it's not just them. Everyone in this room is in the exact same position. Gansey feels a responsibility to all of them. ]
You and Adam have to do the same. Promise me, please.
[ This is going to be the most trivial complaint he can come up with. It's not because he doesn't trust Blue with the rest. It's just, it's much easier to deal with it when he's not directly facing it. ]
The food they're giving us is ghastly. You should see it, it's exactly like that horror show of a NASA-themed swear in. Everything is freeze dried. Horrible.
[ Hey, this is proving a very able distraction. She should be pleased. ]
It might be a factor. But I can't take total responsibility, since after all, you do consume a fair amount of yogurt. It would be a shame to waste the fruit at the end.
I think so. But that's not the word that appeals to me now.
[ God, this must look ludicrous to the people around him. They're in the situation they're in, and Gansey is smiling as if he has a secret to share. This is the effect Blue Sargent has on him, just by being herself. ]
I don't know whether to be happy I have such a spoon, or be jealous of where it can go.
One piece of cutlery has never been appreciated so much, Jane.
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Nothing serious. They haven't hurt us.
[ Not yet, he thinks, and then chastises himself for thinking it. He can't do this. He can't be afraid. He can't worry, especially not when he's talking to her. Not when she might hear it in his voice. ]
We're just locked up. They don't tell us much. They push food into the cell and that's all. There are more than fifty of us.
I don't know if we're the only cell, but they've not brought anyone else in, or taken anyone out. They took all our phones.
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That's relieving. It doesn't mean safety, but it's better than nothing for now. ]
50 in one cell? How can they do--- [ Pause. ]
How are we talking if you have no phone?
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[ There's something that hints at amusement in his tone. It's the first time it's been colored with anything other than concentration. ]
I never thought I'd need to care if it were true. I don't know how long I can hold this, Jane. I've been trying to reach you for hours.
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Don't let go. Not yet, please.
Gansey, I.... [ What? Miss him?
Love him?]I'm trying to find you.
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It’s either that, or I’m imagining you.
[ Despite this, there’s very little in the way of a stream of consciousness filtering through. Gansey has been practising control and filtering for a very long time. It makes him good at this, good at holding one line of thought and concentrating on it. In all likelihood, his earlier attempts hadn’t worked because he’d not yet got a rein around his fear.
Now he has. ]
I’ll hold for as long as I can. Jane, please, be careful. The Russians want war. They wouldn’t have made this move if they didn’t, and that’s the last thing I want you caught in. Promise me you’ll be safe. Please.
[ He doesn’t think he’ll cope if she’s not. His heart twinges at the thought that she’s searching for them, but how can she find them if they aren’t even on Earth? ]
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Don't worry about me. Gansey, you need to take care of yourself.
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[ Because it's not just him, and in fairness, it's not just them. Everyone in this room is in the exact same position. Gansey feels a responsibility to all of them. ]
You and Adam have to do the same. Promise me, please.
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[ A pause. ]
But of course, you like me better that way! I forgot. Would you like me to complain harder?
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[ This is going to be the most trivial complaint he can come up with. It's not because he doesn't trust Blue with the rest. It's just, it's much easier to deal with it when he's not directly facing it. ]
The food they're giving us is ghastly. You should see it, it's exactly like that horror show of a NASA-themed swear in. Everything is freeze dried. Horrible.
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Really? You sure it's not a step up from leftover yogurt-fruit?
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No. I actually quite like your yogurt-fruit.
Especially when it's shared.
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My yogurt-fruit? I thought you were getting your own.
Is that where all mine has disappeared to?
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It might be a factor. But I can't take total responsibility, since after all, you do consume a fair amount of yogurt. It would be a shame to waste the fruit at the end.
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And my spoons? They always disappear too.
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[ Spoilers: his mind can, as it happens, deliver sarcasm just as effectively as his mouth. ]
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I'm sorry. I don't know what my mind was thinking. My lips and tongue on that spoon. And then your lips and tongue on the same spoon...
You're right. I'm being... you said 'crass', right?
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[ God, this must look ludicrous to the people around him. They're in the situation they're in, and Gansey is smiling as if he has a secret to share. This is the effect Blue Sargent has on him, just by being herself. ]
I don't know whether to be happy I have such a spoon, or be jealous of where it can go.
One piece of cutlery has never been appreciated so much, Jane.
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Even if her cheeks are so red right now. ]
You shouldn't be jealous of a spoon. It's not the spoon I'm interested in.
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No, well. It's not the yogurt that interests me, either. It makes for lovely company.